write what i want to write.

In this morning, when I feel my heart so untrue, when I wake up and will start the day, I think I would never complain every condition about me and you. It just because one reason.
I LOVE YOU ANYWAY.

No more choice, I can’t change your choose. You don’t even know me, excuse me ,my dear.. until I think why I say like that. Just you can change the way. I would never give up what I believe.

I’ve got one question to you, why you called me so loveable ? tell me why?
I believe you is not cheated on me. Because I won’t said “ hasta lavista, baby”

I love you completely, since we’ve been through together, everybody say I must think twice to pick up this step. But I make it so sure. Because you are so kind.
Let me tell you about my story dear. Im never start to think to leaving you. That’s my biggest fear now. All I want is the right place beside you, but I cant say like that.
Strong is not exactly the right word for my condition now.
When I kiss you so gently, and then you smile for a while, I see a love in you. Maybe it’s true. Even I’m not alone anymore, your warm always whispering in my night.
I’m affraid to losing the part of something in my life, even it the small thing.

If someone think “ your life is so strange pain for you” I will ask them “ I was choosed that way. I was think the risk. I was felt the sins.
I’m make the biggest mistake, but I love it!
What I must suppose to do?
This just my sentimental feeling
And growing bigger stronger everyday
Believe me as I belive in you.

I will hate my self if I losing you. I hope losing you is not the end of the world, but I can’t to losing you, I swear.
Fortunately, im addicted to you, and just you the cure of my illness. YOU KNOW THAT


YOU ARE MY SUMMER
(the shining bright shine in the sky)
YOU ARE MY FALL
(make me like I’m falling to you like a leaf fall down from the tree)
YOU ARE MY SPRING
(when everything is so colorfull when you came)
YOU ARE MY WINTER
(in this case, my arms get cold in February air, and you keeping me still warm until you go out from my place)

you and I was commit, take it easy dear. Everything will be allright.
Do what you wanna do.
Play what you wanna play.
And say what you wanna say, don’t make me affraid. You have a special power to make me too deep with you, I don’t know what it is, until you make me feel like this.

IF HE HAVE MUCH LOVE THAN ME, MORE THAN ME, YOU WILL KNOW WHO IS YOUR SPECIAL ONE OR YOUR PRECIOUS ONE.

I WILL NEVER EVER RUNAWAY FROM YOU, IF YOU PROMISE ME NEVER MAKE ME DOWN , KEEP THIS STORY BETWEEN ME AND YOU, AND THE FIRST PERSON NEVER KNOW US.
I JUST PLAY WHAT I FEEL AND FEEL WHAT I PLAY.
HOW ABOUT YOU?



If you think you playing it so unfairly, why you called me so loveable?